There was a time that I blogged every day. Mainly for myself, I know that no one cares what I eat for breakfast, or how many baseball games that I watch. Looking back over these blogs, I am so thankful. It captured times with family and with Scott that I would have never remembered. I want to try and do that again, but I just can't. Life without Scott is hard. Last night I went to a concert with my mom and friends, and I had such a good time. Now he wouldn't have went, but I could have told him about the guy and his girlfriend next to me, and how I talked up a storm. I could have told him I spent half the night trying to figure out which guitar player I was going to marry next. This has been just a very hard two weeks. Monday was good, I went to Shreveport with Lily and Rebecca. Lily was my friend because I was buying her things. We ate and shopped. Work was good all week, no terrible drivers. I saw a Doc Holliday POP figure and I had to buy it. Scott loved Val Kilmer's performance of Doc. I am trying to learn to do things on my own. It isn't going very well.
Now I CAN do these things, minus fixing my sink faucet, but when I go to weed eat, or pressure wash, or drag the trash to the outside can, it reminds me that my best friend is gone. I know I am going to melt down when I try to re-caulk the shower. I have been blessed with friends, and 2 awesome brother in laws that would do anything that I ask. I am just going to try. But for real, someone come put my kitchen faucet on, and help me set up a pop-up gazebo. Also, I can't have a blog post without Scott in it somehow:
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Lisa DoddI enjoy sports, binge watching TV, food, reading, and slightly bearded men. Most popular blog posts from my previous Blog:
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December 2023
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